
Unfamiliar.
I find myself slipping away.
Unfulfilled promises and recurring disappointments.
How do you do, stranger?
Devil red. Do you know what I mean?
I know I've said it a million and one times to blog. But I'm just too lazy to do it. What I want to blog.. it's too much and I just don't have the energy to really blog it all out, you know?
Today's day one of the time of the month, so like always, I'm being all down.
That's what I hate most about periods, I think. The fucking moodswings and the emo nights. MYGOD. (Okay actually, there's the whole not being able to tell if you have to poop or if it's just cramps. MYGOD X 2).
Decided to blog tonight.. just a tad bit cos I just had the urge to do so. Probably cos I'm sad lah cos that's what I've been doing if you haven't noticed.. I only blog when I'm sad.
Feeling rather exhausted and I should be sleeping but the bed doesn't seem too appealing to me right now.
I was looking through iPhoto on my iMac (yes, I have an iMac now, don't you know?) and I can safely say that 70% of the pictures are Dzul. I just synced both my cameras recently so yup, all I see is Dzul, Dzul, Dzul, Dzul,Dzul, Baby, Food, Food, Dzul, Food, Camwhore, Camwhore, Dzul, Marie, Camwhore, Dzul, Dzul.
I love snapping pictures.
Not in the sense of oh I'm a photographer kinda thing. It's just.. I like to remember the things that happened in my life.

And now I'm hungry. And missing Dzul. I should probably sleep off the hunger before I rummage through my kitchen pantry for someting to munch on. Krikkkkkkk.
Goodnight.
xo,Nadiah
Lightnings and Thunders.

It has been storming for the past few hours and I don't think it's going to stop anytime soon. I have never been afraid of storms before but the lightnings that has been happening is pretty scary; striking directly outside of my bedroom window.
Insomnia creeps on me despite heavy eyes and fatigue and all I want is to feel safe in your arms, to feel the warmth emitting from your body and to feel your breath against my cheeks.
Pretty please?
If only..

If there's a way for me to run away and hide myself from this cruel world, I would.
Enough with the facades.
I probably should update this blog huh?
Hello ello wello!
I MISS YOU BLOG! You have no idea!
I haven't blogged properly ac MONTHS! I think the last time I blogged a proper post is mid last year? Only God knows why I am such a lazy bitch hehe.
I am going to start blogging again yayyyy. And I know I must have said this a million times before but I REALLY DO MEAN IT THIS TIME! I finally got a good computer in my room with an awesome wifi signal so prepare for tons of blog posts!
I'm going to shower now and blog later.
Till then, OnSugar.
xo, Nadiah
Vainpot.
SInce I haven't been blogging properly... Nah, MY PICTURE. TEEHEE.


