Wow, I'm in. I am actually in!

I can't believe I passed the interview cos I thought that THAT would be my downfall! But whatever, I AM IN! 

Thank you Allah for everything. And sending positive energy/thoughts to the universe works too. :)

xo, Nadiah

It's already midnight which means it's already Monday which means the results will start to be released tomorrow.

I WILL GET IT! I WILL GET IT! I WILL GET IT!

xo, Nadiah

Four more days until they start releasing the results!

They'll be releasing them throughout the week and I hope I'm one of the first ones to know the outcome of the interview cos the suspense is killing me.

xo, Nadiah

I'll be having my interview and I can't seem to fall asleep. Ah, just my luck.

xo, Nadiah

Awake at 5.11am so I'm blogging, I guess? And I have a sore eye and it hurts like fuuuuuck. Thanks ah universe.

Anyways, I've been thinking a lot about my future lately and I feel so adult haha. Ever since I turned 21, I've been seeing things more clearly/making more rational decisions and I kinda like it.

I won't say that being 21 and an adult made me change as a person but, I think it made me realised that it's about time to get serious and think about the career I want to have for the rest of my life.

I am at an age where I know that I'm gonna get married in the near future.. Which means I have to get a job so I can get CPF so I can get a house and whatnots and it is scary! (Dzul keeps on telling me that I need to have CPF money consistently cos I told him that I don't wanna work or be self-employed)

I'm happy to say that I finally realised what I want to do with my life and I'm so bloody excitedddddd!

I won't say what I'll be doing just yet but I can say that I'm applying for an apprenticeship and I'm hoping and praying that I'll get it. And if I do, you'll be looking at a working women by October/November!

How exciting (and nerve-wrecking) is that?!

So here's to the future and new experiences! I can't wait!

Xo, Nadiah

I haven't been blogging here for such a long time huh. I know, I know.

I've been blogging mostly on my private blog cos most of the posts are rants etc and I don't want to taint this blog (anymore) with my anger and all. 

I've been stressing out a little bit with this essay I'm working on right now and I've got a writer's block or something. The topic I was given is so vague that I've only managed to write two paragraphs.. and there is a 500 word minimum. Help.

Writing used to be so easy for me. I used to do poetry, essays, short stories in English and Malay (I won awards and publications!) during my Secondary School days. I stopped writing poetry and started falling in love with haikus (though haikus are kinda poems right?). Stopped writing stories and all the essays I've done in the last 5 years are business related ones.

But even so, I haven't done much personal writing in quite a long time (this essay is suppose to be personal) that it's hard for me to express myself. The only time I can express myself is in my private blog and lol, it's rants.. Of course I can express myself.. plus it's kinda filled with cuss words aha.

Oh well, back to staring at Microsoft Word.

Toodles.

xo, Nadiah

The 18th February was my 3rd Anniversary with Dzul. We did not have any plans to celebrate cos he was in camp but at about 8pm, he told me that his friends were sending something from him to me.. So I waited.. and guess what? I saw Dzul standing at my gate with a bouquet of flowers, chocolates and an anniversary card! Aww, thank you Honey! You really surprised me cos I didn’t expect you to travel from your camp in Jurong to Pasir Ris just to see me for 5 minutes and then travel back to camp! I really appreciate it so much! Thank you! I love you!! ❤

xo, Nadiah