I can't wait for tonight. I shall clear my head and think of nothing. I just love movie dates with gfs :)
Goodnight.
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My weakness is that I care too much.
By nurnadiahanwar · February 10, 2010 · 0 Comments · 6 Views
Sigh.
I don't know what to feel right now. You're such a puzzle to me and you're just so difficult to read. And all this is making me feel so so confused.
All those things you said. All those things you made me believe though I resisted hard.. Was it just an act, a facade? Or am I just too gullible to fall for those sweet nothings?
Its funny when you kept saying those things to me, I felt that you actually really meant it. But yet, afterwards, whatever you said means nothing... And I mean nothing too.
Probably you did only say those things so that you could benefit at that point of time.. Just to get things to be going your way.. I guess I was foolish enough to think otherwise..
After all this time, after H, I've managed to build a hard exterior. I was determined to never let anyone get through it so easily. I've told you before, I never want to get too attached to anything or anyone. I just don't want to get hurt over and over again. I can't stand it. I hate it. I fucking hate it!
But yet, somehow or rather, you always manage to crack that exterior. How little that crack may be, you always succeeded. Over and over again. And I don't get why! Why is it just so easy for you?
Wtf, Nadiah. Stop being so delusional!
Yes, a redundant, trivial post. I know. I get it. I really don't care how stupid this post sounds. I just thought I had to pen this down before I explode. I don't know what the hell I'm doing or what the hell I'm going to do.. But at least, I'm trying to think it through.
Arghhhhhhh.
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I don't know what to feel right now. You're such a puzzle to me and you're just so difficult to read. And all this is making me feel so so confused.
All those things you said. All those things you made me believe though I resisted hard.. Was it just an act, a facade? Or am I just too gullible to fall for those sweet nothings?
Its funny when you kept saying those things to me, I felt that you actually really meant it. But yet, afterwards, whatever you said means nothing... And I mean nothing too.
Probably you did only say those things so that you could benefit at that point of time.. Just to get things to be going your way.. I guess I was foolish enough to think otherwise..
After all this time, after H, I've managed to build a hard exterior. I was determined to never let anyone get through it so easily. I've told you before, I never want to get too attached to anything or anyone. I just don't want to get hurt over and over again. I can't stand it. I hate it. I fucking hate it!
But yet, somehow or rather, you always manage to crack that exterior. How little that crack may be, you always succeeded. Over and over again. And I don't get why! Why is it just so easy for you?
Wtf, Nadiah. Stop being so delusional!
Yes, a redundant, trivial post. I know. I get it. I really don't care how stupid this post sounds. I just thought I had to pen this down before I explode. I don't know what the hell I'm doing or what the hell I'm going to do.. But at least, I'm trying to think it through.
Arghhhhhhh.
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I don't know what to type here.
By nurnadiahanwar · February 9, 2010 · 0 Comments · 9 Views
Hello sexy people ;)
I'm sitting alone here in the living trying to mug but, as usual, I'm procrastinating.. Hehehehe.
I know I haven't been blogging but I had shit loads of assignment to pass up for the past few weeks and it was taking hell loads of my time. I'm free now (thank god) ! But this doesn't mean I can waste my time away.. Exams are coming! Grr!
Anyway, like I've said before, I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee from assignments!! *runs around in circles and throws confetti in the air* I'm so so so happy! Now, all I can hope for is that I pass everything especially Statistics *crosses fingers* and mug for the exams. I'm so afraid I'd fail :(
Last two Sundays was spent at Marina's Starbucks doing my Marketing Ad. Loads of laughter, bitching and bullying Nic. It was fun! Mad tired though! Imagine staying at Starbucks for hours doing crafts (had to decorate the cup!) and then directing and actually shooting the Ad! And omg, so many takes too cos the actors kept laughing! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. I had fun though :)
I can't really remember what I did on Monday except going to class. *checks Twitter* OH, went to school and stayed in the Lab to type out my Human Resource report. Went home and did it till like 3am or something. Not fun! Tuesday was spent doing another report too. I wasn't suppose to do it cos I've already done my part in the project but dammnnnn useless and lazy group members, I had to redo the report ALL BY MYSELF. Technically, I did the whole damn thing myself! Didn't even manage to start my Marketing report because of it. _|_
Wednesday - Rushed to school in the morning to finalised and hand in Statistics report. Then at 11am, went to the Lab to start on the Marketing report. Spent 6 hours there. Awesome or what? Until pantat pain okay! HAHAHAAHA. I didn't do much that day. Went home. TV and sleep.
Thursday - School, Filming for HR (Carlsberg), Study alone at Elias.
Friday - Skipped school because they were just showing HR videos. Went back to Elias to studyyy! Then went to Nasyirah's house! Planned to mug but.. hehehehe, we ended up using the net and bitching and gossiping.. Ooooh I likeee! YAYYYYY!
Saturday- Managerial Accounting lectures then homeeeee.
Sunday/Monday - Sleep, Study. Watched Final Destination 4. Like finally! The ending is just so wrong! I know eevryone dies in the end cos, well, I've watched the first three movies already but WTF. I was actually trembling. The XRAY thing when they die, is so so so wrong!
Today - 4 hour phonecall with R in the morning. It was kind of awkward in the beginning. R was beginning to annoy and pissing me off! But halfway through.. I agreed. Stupid idiot! deprived my sleep lah! Tsk tsk tsk!
I'm done blogging! Began to feel lazy mid post. HENCE, the very brief summary. LALALALALALALA.
Okay bye!
Random.
By nurnadiahanwar · February 5, 2010 · 0 Comments · 4 Views
Musician. Writer. Tall. Dark. Funny.
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Rollercoaster.
By nurnadiahanwar · February 4, 2010 · 4 Comments · 20 Views
Sitting at McDonalds at Elias Mall trying to mug. The whole week has been busy busy busy! That is why I haven't blogged!
I feel as though a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. All my assignments have been completed as of today (except Accounting but Le's doing that lol) and I feel so relieved! For the past few weeks, so many late nights and constantly working my brain, gave me horrendous eye bags and a pimple outbreak (if you consider having 3 pimples happening at the same time an outbreak)!!!!
Feeling so tired right now, I might concuss. But I'm determined to study at least a bit! Maybe I'll get something sweet like Milo McFlurry to om nom nom and help me stay awake! Though Micky D's coffee is love, I really don't want to break my "Nadiah will not drink coffee in the next 6 months" thing. Haven't had any since November! So that's... *starts counting* 3 months and a few days!
Clap clap claps!
Alrighr, back to my notes... Will explain the picture another time. (We brought it to school!)
Have a great night ahead!
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I feel as though a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. All my assignments have been completed as of today (except Accounting but Le's doing that lol) and I feel so relieved! For the past few weeks, so many late nights and constantly working my brain, gave me horrendous eye bags and a pimple outbreak (if you consider having 3 pimples happening at the same time an outbreak)!!!!
Feeling so tired right now, I might concuss. But I'm determined to study at least a bit! Maybe I'll get something sweet like Milo McFlurry to om nom nom and help me stay awake! Though Micky D's coffee is love, I really don't want to break my "Nadiah will not drink coffee in the next 6 months" thing. Haven't had any since November! So that's... *starts counting* 3 months and a few days!
Clap clap claps!
Alrighr, back to my notes... Will explain the picture another time. (We brought it to school!)
Have a great night ahead!
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